well here i am. I've been living in an apartment in burlington for the last two months and will be moving out this coming saturday immediately following a brown bird concert. I've been seeing Jonathan for the same amount of time and i'll miss him when I go., though not as much as I think he'll miss me. He's one of the kindest people I've ever met, but being with someone who is kind is too easy. too nice. i need the pain. i need an asshole. I'll be at UMASS this fall in the North Apartments. what else? not so much. i've enjoyed my time here very much and have lost touch with everyone from my former life except my friend Caitlin and my family. a new beginning with a new mind. it's what i need. i need to begin my entire world from scratch and build it with love and understanding instead of judgement and self loathing. my roommate just got home from a party. lovely girl, a 31 year old who graduated from Bryn Mywr and has a lovely cat named Minna who is a wonderfully cuddler but a terrible shedder. allison. goodnight all. tally ho.